{"id":12597,"date":"2012-06-04T16:57:18","date_gmt":"2012-06-04T20:57:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/?p=12597"},"modified":"2012-06-04T16:57:18","modified_gmt":"2012-06-04T20:57:18","slug":"outward-piety","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/2012\/06\/outward-piety\/","title":{"rendered":"Outward piety"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I get quite annoyed by people who wear their scapulars on the outside of their clothing.<\/p>\n<p>Though the real reason I get annoyed is that I would like to show how <em>pious<\/em> I am by wearing mine on the outside also.  But I am too prideful to want show how prideful I am of my piety. I wonder if I am blogging about this to mention that I wear the Brown Scapular?  Or am I simply blogging my struggles with prideful piety? I don&#8217;t know, but darn my prayer life seems too much like the movie Inception at times in how convoluted my motivations are. <\/p>\n<p>I really should be quite humble considering just how many opportunities God provides to humble me. For example some talk about the &#8220;gift of tears&#8221;, I seem to have that at times when at Mass or praying alone tears will come to my eyes.  This is really quite annoying since I am usually quite distracted with my thoughts anywhere but deep in worship and prayer.  I seem to have the &#8220;ironical gift of tears&#8221; that do not synchronize with the inner self. As a sign it only sharpens how distracted I usually am and I find it embarrassing to be providing a false sign of my inner self.  Maybe this &#8220;gift&#8221; is just another reminder to get my house in order.<\/p>\n<p>I guess wanting any outward piety to match the inward disposition is a good thing and recognizing how unmatched they usually are is a step towards unity of the two.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I get quite annoyed by people who wear their scapulars on the outside of their clothing. Though the real reason I get annoyed is that I would like to show&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12597","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prayer"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12597","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12597"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12597\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12598,"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12597\/revisions\/12598"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12597"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12597"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.splendoroftruth.com\/curtjester\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12597"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}